DWIGHT L MANSKE

IT DOESNT SEEM LIKE ITS BEEN 7 YRS SINCE I LAST HEARD YOUR GOOFY SENSE OF HUMOR OR HEARD YOUR VOICE-I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN TOLD TIME WILL EASE THE PAIN-IT WILL GET EASIER AS TIME PASSES-BUNCH OF BULLSHIT-IT HURTSW JUST AS MUCH NOT AS IT DID 7 YRS AGO-MAYBE EVEN MORE -I DONT THINK IT WILL EVER BE EASIER-AT LEAST NOT IN THIS LIFETIME-ITS HARD TO UNDERSTAND WHY THE GOOD LORD TOOK YOU AT SUCH A YOUNG AGE AND CONTINUES TO LEAVE SOME OF THESE WORTHLESS ASSWIPES THAT WALK AROUND-IT MAKES NO SENSE TO ME-NOR DOES IT MAKE ANY SENSE TO WHY OR WHAT TOOK YOU AWAY-ITSW BEEN A VERY HARD HOLIDAY SEASON THIS YEAR-WATCHING THE KIDS ALL GROW OLDER-AND BEA HAS A WONDERFUL RELATIONSHIP-SOMETHING I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD SEE AS SHE WAS SO PICKY ABOUT GUYS-ONE LITTLE THING AND BAM THEY ARE GONE-AND 2 BEAUTIFUL LITTLE GIRLS-YOU WOULD HAVE ENJOYED WATCHING THEM AS WELL AS ALL THE NEPHEWS AN NEICES-LIFE IS SO UNFAIR SOMETIMES-STILL MISSING YOU -HOPE THAT YOU HAVE FOUND THE PEACE AND HARMONY THAT YOU COULD NOT FIND IN THIS LIFETIME-TILL WE MEET AGAIN IN THAT PEACEFUL PLACE-LOVING AND MISSINGT YOU

not a day goes by that i know ur only a thought away. its hard knowing that ur never coming home that we all need to come home to see u again. things r getting rough again n all i want is my daddy home. every jan 5th i watch the lion king hoping n praying all these years have been just a horrible dream or nightmare. but then i see or hear something that reminds me of u n it takes me back to reality. i dont even kno if i can get married without u being the one who gives me away. the thought of it just scares me n the thought kf my kids not having their grampa in their life scares me even more. there r so many thongs on a daily basis i still yet to figure out how i have managrd to do them without u. i miss u more n more everyday. i think im finally ready to bring u home with me. if i am please send me a sign. i look for them everyday because it seems like everyday u r becoming more n more of a memory n ur precsenc is growing faint. please dont let me lose u avain daddy luv u lots. give EJ big hugs n kisses for me 

My dearest Brother,

Larry and I were stiting outside the other day and we looked up and we saw a family of eagles. BB said that when I see an eagle it is you looking out for us. I told Larry the story and he got a sad look on his face and said "why don't I remember him mom?" I simply said that you died when he was just a little baby and that he might not remember you but that everytime he sees an eagle that it is you. Then he asked why there were so many. I told him that the other eagles must be other angles that are watching us. He smiled and said "That makes me happy mom!" Sometimes missing you is hard but at moments like that, seeing Larry smile at your memory... It made me feel not so bad. I love you and miss you every day!!!

Maggie

Hey Bud.....I got a message from your sista Bea.  Man, I was really taken by her kind words of respect and enthusiasm.  Well, yesterday (04/01/11) I did not take anything seriously.  I literally shut my phone off, indicating that my voice mail did not work and my FB & MSPCE privacy settings were blocked from getting messages, posts, anything. (lol) I know huh?! call me a geek, but with the *APRIL FOOLS DAY*, things just did not look promising or positive, sure 'nouf bud, once again, my psychic ESP thoughts were right on......I wished I could have curled into a ball and left alone to be determined.  I am married now Dwight, and with this 2nd marriage has come two precious princesses along with the most pesimist, troubled in jealousy ladies, in whom, have found this inner status of permanently just disliking me, I am not given them a 2nd chance, just simply time to mature into the grown adults in which in time should make this a simple adjustment.  I have learned to value myself, in which I know that I am an educated, respectful, honest, beautiful (of course, lol, lol) and know the my hard work allows me to not be broke, so my great achivements of goals, morals and commitment set by me are thrown in my face as if any of it was handed!  I have scars that show my effort and that I gave life the BEST.  I once again, thank you guys.  Honestly, I do give them the "peace sign"->deuces.  Lets just get along, so at this time-->plz ladies stop pointing at what I have, because I know what I own and please prescribe allow me the Immitrex for my continous ache of the cerebral area.  I thank the Lord, my Dad & U for taking the anxiety away, oofda I am feeling a bit better today.  It is a big day D, dude how I wished you could be here, I know your gonna watch me though. I am traveling to Mason City, Iowa by 5pm to the Rose Bowl Event, lots of small known (mostly local musicians*rappers*) will be performing, from MN, IA, IL, WI and surrounding states, I think a total of 7-8 performances, going from 7pm-12am, celebration with major music recording labels will be following, so you know that I most look my best! I will take lots of pics and post so Bea can see and let Ma know......with that, I am being a procastinator about my taxes, gotta get it done today......Peace, Kisses, Hugs and Bring on the sunshine brother.  I am gonna shine! lol.

Today, February 15th, 2011.

D, I just cant help but to talk to you........I thought of you today as I downloaded my "SHAGGY CD" you gave me for my birthday when we were neighbors in Stacy, Minnesota.  I tried to FB you since its been about 5 years.  My husband suggested that I should google you, and its came to my knowledge the fact, that I will see you again in our sencond life.  I sit here in the early morning of the AM, with uncontrolled watery eyes......that I-->should have, could have and to our reality never did locate or find you sooner, just to tell you once again my friend, you were the very "BEST" friend.  I cant help but to share the competitive evenings of "PINBALL-KISS", the snowmobiling weekends, 4-wheeling events and better yet, your contagious humurous laughter, that would send me running to the bathroom, graciously thanking you for taking me to the nearest restroom in your beige truck!!!.  Oh D.....I miss you, I know the time and distant separated us, and as I sit here today, the only thing that comes to light is that I just want you to know that you were always in my mind and will forever be in my heart.  I miss sooo you!....omg, you were my bff (I love you!)  This will be my sacret spot to chat with you.....I hope that 'ur ma, allows me too.  Well, I havent changed much bro, just a bit more wrinkles around the eye area (lol) I live in the cities.  Forest Lake, Wyoming and Stacy is my home away from home, but still a drive.  Yesterday was Valentines Day, so you get a big "MUUUAAAAH" from me---->I can soooo remember Hinckley at the Casino!  Today, I will let you continue to behold ur spot in heaven, but not for too long, I have sooo much to share with you!  I know, I know, I wont hear your smart comments or sarcastic answers to why people do what they do, we just do.  I know that you have burned tires and screeched out into corners, and just knowing that you have the scars well marked of a joyful live, you are also now watching over so many of us!  

it seems like only yesterday we spoke and were making plans then came the dawn ot that horrible jan5 they came to my house to tell me you had pasted i wouldnt believe it sometimes i still find it hard to believe then i look try to find you only to remember you have gone gone from my sight why my heart still aches just as it did from minute 1 it just doesnt change i so wish somehow you could just reappear as easily as you left but without all the pain you were going thru to be herewith your family who loves you and needs you you left much much too soon we were not ready to let you go yet didnt you ever listen when i said mom goea first that means you were suppose to stay until i was ready to leave then after a while if you wanted you could follow but damnit you were not suppose to go firts you never did listen did yeah kid i miss you so much i listen to the song playing and the words are so you you are free as a bird now for this makes me happy i just wish you could have found some of that happiness here and not had to leave me to find it they say time is suppose to heal all wounds that is not true time has passed and the hurt only gets stronger and stronger it never starts to let up i love you so much and miss you daily all my love now and forever more till we see other again enjoy your angel day all my love mommy your big stay puff marshmellow man still sending you love and laughs and tons of tears

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE IVE SENT YOU A MESSAGE,  THIS THIRD ANNIVERSARY OF YOUR PASSING IS VERY HARD FOR ME TO GET PAST, AS THE HOLIDAYS HAVE BEEN THIS YEAR, I WISH I WOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT THAT LAST CHRISTMAS WOULD BE THE LAST, I LEARN TO TREASURE ALL THE HOLIDAYS BECAUSE THEY COULD BE THE LAST TO REMEMBER. I WAS SO HOPING TO HAVE CRYSTAL FOR THIS CHRISTMAS, BUT SHE BAILED ON US, OH WELL SUCH IS LIFE, ITS STILL HARD TO ACCEPT THAT YOUR GONE, I KEEP EXPECTING YOU TO WALK THRU  THAT DOOR AND SAY HEY MA WHATS UP BUT YOU ARENT THERE.  STILL MISSING YOU AS MUCH AS ALWAYS, IT WAS TOO DIFFICULT TO SIGN ON FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY AND THE HOLIDAYS  BUT I WAS THINKING OF YOU JUST THE SAME, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HAPPY THANKSGIVING AND A MERRY CHRISTMAS  I MISS YOU SON ALL MY LOVE NOW AND FOREVER

This is beautiful bea, I have a lot of memories of Dwight, most are good, he was a geat friend, and when he had hard times I tried to be as good of a friend to him as he was to me. I wish I had been able to say a few more things to him, ask him questions I will never know the answers to. But none of that matters now, I just wish him piece now, and to his family I wish comfort.

Dwight I will remember you always!!!!!

Love Tanya

ON THIS THE SECOND ANNIVERSITY OF YOUR SPECIAL ANGEL DAY ISTILL MISS YOU, SOMETIMES IT SEEMS LIKE IT WAS ONLY A FEW DAYS AGO THAT YOU WERE LAST HERE, BUT THEN I STOP AND REALITY KICKS IN AND I REALIZE HOW MUCH TIME HAS ACTUALLY PASSED SINCE I LAST ASEW YOUR FACE, I TELL MYSELF THAT YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE FOR YOURSELF AND THAT YOU ARE HAPPY AND FREE, BUT I AM STILL SELFISH AND WANT YOU HERE WITH ME, I SOMETIMES WONDER IF I WILL EVER BE ABLE TO MOVE ON FROM LOSING YOU THE WAY I DID, SO SUDDEN AND WITHOUT  A CHANCE TO SAY I LOVE YOU ONE MORE TIME,  I FEEL AS THOUGH SOMEONE STOLE  YOU FROM ME IN THE NIGHT, NEVER TO FIND YOU AGAIN,  I WILL ALWAYS MISS YOU, I THOUGHT THINGS WERE GETTING BETTER, LESS PAINFUL, BUT THAT WASNT SO, IT STILL SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY I WILL ALWAYS THINK OF YOU , MY DARLING SON, YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER YOUR SWEET FACE AND THAT WONDERFUL SENSE OF HUMOR THAT WAS YOU AND ONLY YOU TAKE CARE ON THIS YOUR SECOND ANGEL DAY AND REMEMBER I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU  TAKE CARE OF THOSE WITH YOU AS I KNOW YOU ARE DOING  TILL LATER ALL MY LOVE